baby stix

2012-01-02T03:45:00.000-08:00

old drawings from life drawing

sometimes i fight myself

2011-11-29T01:23:00.000-08:00

i'm scared to start drawing because i don't know what my ideas look like

2011-11-04T06:52:00.000-07:00

2011-11-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

these are two of, i think, eight drawings i did for the previous previous post.

2011-11-01T03:12:00.001-07:00

i don't own any of the stuff i make, they OWN ME

oh man this post has length get excited

2011-11-01T02:53:00.000-07:00

i made some repeat patterns for an illustration class that i did some illustrations for. then i said i would make them into shirts. i would probably do this is i could, but i can't so i'm probably not ever going to. or whatever, who knows, buy it from me when i do!!!!!

there is a buttload of variety so you get to choose, depending on how intense a person you are!!!

the three patterns were based on the three last stanzas in katrina vandenberg's poem, tulipomania. and also the entire poem, really, and some of her other poems too. look, it's all free stuff. it's like cattle and an open gate. whatever, just take it. okay, what is this. what is a blog. what are words, who is talking, what are you doing

But aren’t you sorry you will never see
a tulip that would make you offer all
you own for the layered, translucent promise

in its brown paper wrapper? Aren’t you sorry
you never saw John Keats in his dressing gown,
scribbling an ode beneath his flowering plum,

will never know the ten thousand men with hemophilia
infected with HIV two decades ago,
and the purpose that briefly lit their brilliant veins?

i'm no john green

givers

2011-10-24T05:20:00.000-07:00

takers

31/08/11

2011-08-31T02:47:00.000-07:00

satan alone

2011-08-21T03:21:00.001-07:00

now that's a realistic self portrait

2011-08-14T05:32:00.000-07:00

mad cunt

2011-08-14T05:16:00.000-07:00

portrait of discomfort
charcoal on paper
305 x 205 mm

why the fuck were we asked to do this.

inspired by toyin odutola, my favourite contemporary artist.

baby daul

2011-08-04T03:04:00.001-07:00

2011-08-02T19:18:00.001-07:00

latest thing i'm reading: takemitsu zamurai

taiyo matsumoto is just showing off, the jerk!!! this comic is amazing, what is asterios polyp nobody cares mannnn kidding everything's all good

bored in class, drawing samurais, dude's got sword issues

my notes

2011-08-02T19:02:00.000-07:00

started a new note/sketch book and a new, gross semester.

cover, chinagraph

looove writing down them notes

luke 2011

2011-08-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

no one told me how it feels to draw on actual drawing paper. it feels good. thanks no one.

if i had known, i would have done this drawing on drawing paper instead of in my sketchbook. i like this one better. it was the sketch i based the above drawing on. i don't know how to make a final drawing as raw as my initial sketches. i wonder if anyone does. it feels like design (and contrite) when i have to reiterate a feeling instead of drawing when it's being felt.

blablabalablalahsd

self portrait 19th july

2011-07-20T06:06:00.000-07:00

this doesn't play the whole song.. but it's being played to someone drawing so it's relevant. also, see how this video aligns with my drawing? that's design sense for you if there ever was.

hand practice

2011-07-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

using web cam as reference, go the modern world

i don't usually sound this lackluster in life. i also study graphic design so i should be concerned about the layout and size of these images

YOU'RE WAITING FOR A BUT BUT YOU'RE NOT GOING TO GET ONE EXCEPT FOR THE TWO CONSECUTIVE ONES THAT I JUST USED TO PROVE MY POINT THAT I'M NOT THAT CONCERNED!!!!! how's that for lackluster!!!

edit: i fixed it

schiele rip off

2011-07-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

what do i look like, a hoodoo expert???

2011-07-19T01:30:00.000-07:00

comic

late 2010

2011-07-19T01:28:00.000-07:00

if you click on these, you get bigger versions of them. you can try it. if you want. to try it.

2011-07-17T00:59:00.000-07:00

i am a poor man's

william eggleston

2011-07-17T00:29:00.000-07:00

there are times when all i do is feel.

on my first trip out of town by myself, i'm thankful i didn't indulge my sick vice by staying alone.

2011-07-17T00:27:00.000-07:00

bla blablaba

portraits

2011-07-17T00:10:00.000-07:00

drawing is like talking to myself.

phil and chew

phil

so it's hard when i have nothing to say.

2011-07-16T23:35:00.000-07:00

i did a painting. you can tell i haven't really painted before.

2011-07-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

2010-11-12T05:27:00.000-08:00

that is from dash shaw's bottomless belly button

2010-11-11T23:58:00.001-08:00

i am a bad designer

2010-11-11T22:08:00.000-08:00

and a bad writer fuck you!!

2010-11-11T22:00:00.000-08:00

the direction of cow driver it the opposite hahahahaha!!!!

2010-11-04T23:53:00.001-07:00

2010-10-19T02:52:00.000-07:00

2010-09-20T00:10:00.001-07:00

who am i

2010-07-23T05:01:00.001-07:00

um so maybe i should learn how to draw properly

2010-07-23T03:49:00.001-07:00

gouche or gooch or whatever

this scanner sucked

2010-07-23T03:48:00.000-07:00

NUMBER TWO

2010-07-22T04:28:00.001-07:00

2010-07-22T04:27:00.001-07:00

bodies

2010-07-22T04:26:00.001-07:00

2010-07-22T04:24:00.000-07:00

remember when desktops were only 800x600

bathysphere

2010-07-21T23:53:00.000-07:00

i don't really know how to use scanners

2010-07-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

and i don't really know how to edit sooooooooo

FUCK AIN'T NOTHING BUT A WORD

2010-07-11T07:58:00.001-07:00

2010-06-14T06:02:00.000-07:00

self portrait

2010-06-09T21:50:00.001-07:00

this was done a while ago

2010-05-22T07:28:00.000-07:00

i don't even know why i find this so funny

2010-05-22T07:10:00.001-07:00

lol omfg

2010-05-12T06:30:00.000-07:00

self portrait

ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

2010-05-11T02:41:00.000-07:00

2010-05-11T02:40:00.001-07:00

wat do i want most in the world?

2010-04-29T06:07:00.000-07:00

not love

2010-04-23T23:52:00.001-07:00

love love

2010-04-23T23:51:00.000-07:00

love

2010-04-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

upd8 4: i don't caare about your screen size

2010-04-23T23:48:00.000-07:00

upd8 3

2010-04-23T23:46:00.000-07:00

new thing i like: http://mrdoob.com/projects/harmony/

upd8 2

2010-04-23T23:45:00.000-07:00

FORGOT I HAD THIS BLOG WOOPS

2010-04-23T23:42:00.000-07:00

related:
to my life

ya no

2010-03-26T23:34:00.000-07:00

2010-03-26T04:37:00.000-07:00

I HATE DRAWING COMICS

i only really like this part

i have a disgusting tumblr

2010-02-22T04:38:00.000-08:00

if the ground's not cold everything will burn

2010-02-22T02:30:00.000-08:00

soundtrack for hong kong 2010

2010-02-14T21:00:00.001-08:00

2010-02-14T03:46:00.000-08:00

started at clementine

2010-02-13T02:06:00.000-08:00

ended when it was good to go

2010-02-13T01:25:00.001-08:00

2010-02-10T04:56:00.000-08:00

a lasting relationship not based on ownership

2010-02-09T20:32:00.000-08:00

last soang

2010-02-08T06:43:00.001-08:00

in the 7 dollar bucket ARE YOU KIDDING ME

2010-02-08T06:36:00.000-08:00

cherie

2010-02-07T03:08:00.000-08:00

01 02?

2010-02-06T05:47:00.000-08:00

this is pretty much what i hoped my first love would be like.

where are you tonight? kioku ga...

2010-02-02T22:20:00.000-08:00

Tommy February6 - kiss one more time
Uploaded by LovesNatalie. - Arts and animation videos.

TIHS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE SONGS EVER. HEY BAD BOY BEATS IT BY A FRACTION WITH A DECIMAL OF ONE BILLION FIGURES

there's no one else but you!!

2010-01-28T21:22:00.001-08:00

2010-01-27T19:47:00.001-08:00

2010-01-23T04:36:00.000-08:00

hearts unfold like flowers before thee

2010-01-19T04:53:00.000-08:00

2010-01-18T23:47:00.000-08:00

i could smell you days after
grease
and
child's cologne

lizzy

2010-01-18T02:56:00.001-08:00

2010-01-18T02:54:00.000-08:00

2010-01-16T00:21:00.000-08:00

2010-01-13T01:19:00.001-08:00

stop the rain, stop the rainnnnnnnn

this man here, is a good man..

2010-01-12T00:56:00.000-08:00

the caribbean...........

2010-01-11T02:42:00.000-08:00

weeeeooooeoooeeeeeooo

2010-01-11T01:20:00.000-08:00

i wanted to draw this mostly because of the electrical adapter..

unrelated but relative to MY LIFE:

2010-01-05T21:42:00.001-08:00

2010-01-01T23:28:00.000-08:00

i had a good end and good start

2009-12-25T15:58:00.000-08:00

true lovers love love you past hate.

IT'S MOTHER FUCKING CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-25T03:25:00.001-08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! UNDER ALL THE CHRISTMAS TREES, THE PLATE HAS RUDOLF'S FACE ON IT!!!!

2009-12-16T03:49:00.001-08:00

from the devil

2009-12-15T04:41:00.001-08:00

2009-12-09T19:22:00.000-08:00

this is otis i luuv otis

2009-12-07T02:51:00.000-08:00

and then you just HAD to do two and a half men, huh

smoodge

2009-11-29T02:33:00.000-08:00

I AM SO CAPPED RIGHT NOW I'M JUST GOING TO HOPE THAT THIS POSTS PROPERLY
I VECTORED SICKSHOPLIFE AND USED A FRIEND'S LOMOGRAPHS

sex and breakfast is a good movie

2009-11-22T22:51:00.000-08:00

macaulay culkin is in the movie and he automatically makes everything better.

truer words....................

2009-11-22T19:01:00.000-08:00

hahahahahahahaha

2009-11-20T00:02:00.000-08:00

i've forgotten where i want to go to have concrete flake off my face and settle straggled

struggle

settled down

my inspiration

2009-11-19T16:11:00.000-08:00

rest in peace, daul kim.

i don't care if i am the 12093812039812083910923812938th person to have posted this video on their blog..

2009-11-19T04:27:00.001-08:00

cycle of life

2009-11-16T18:24:00.001-08:00

learn how to draw > learn how to ink with pens > learn how to ink with brush > learn how to ink with nib > learn how to colour > learn how to draw > buy stuff > draw stuff > poop